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My name is Randy Wood. Before I went to prison, I was an armed
robber and heroin addict. My heroin habit cost me about $100 a day, just to stay
well — not to get high. Because I couldn't find a job paying that kind of
money, I joined some friends and we robbed stores and gas stations for the money
we needed to pay for our drugs.
After about three months, we were trying to rob a store on the
other side of town, and someone was able to identify our car and we got caught.
By the time we were arrested, we were quite sick, withdrawing from the heroin. We
were taken to jail, and eventually sent to prison. I was sentenced to 10-25 years
in prison, where I live now.
While I was in a holding cell in Mansfield, I had a chance to
sit back and take inventory of my life. I was 29 years old, my earthly possessions
consisted of five pairs of sox, six pairs of underware, three paperback science
fiction books, and a Bible that my mom sent me against my wishes. I had spent thousands
of dollars on drugs, but didn't have a penny to my name. What a lousy legacy!
Since I had read the paperbacks at least three times, and since
I was bored, I opened the Bible to the book of Romans to see if I could still remember
some verses I had memorized as a child. The first one was Romans 3:10, “As
it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one”, and Romans 3:23,
“For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God”.
I knew that I was a sinner according to God's Word. Even the state of Ohio found
me guilty, certainly God's standards are higher than Ohio's! I had no problem accepting
that fact.
Then I read Romans 6:23, “For the wages of sin is death;
but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.” I
certainly knew what wages were — wages are what you get for what
you do, and God's Word said that my wages are death — not just die and be
buried, but die and go to hell! But the second half of the verse was much better!
God was willing to give me the gift of eternal life, life through Jesus!
I quickly went to Romans 5:8, “But God commends his
love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.”
What great news! I should die and go to hell — that I deserved, but Jesus
took my place when He died on the cross to pay for my
sins! I hurried to the next passage, Romans 10:9-10, “That if you shall
confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus, and shall believe in your heart that God
has raised him from the dead, you shall be saved. For with the heart man believes
unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation”
All the things I had learned in church came back to me. I could be set free! Jesus
paid for my sins and I didn't have to!
I dropped to my knees in the cell and prayed: “Jesus. I've
really blown it! I messed my life up royal. In fact, I don't care if I live or die.
I'm through with my life. If You want it, You can have it! Forgive me and give me
Your gift of eternal life. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.”
And He did!
I didn't hear bells or whistles. I didn't hear voices or singing.
I just felt like I was forgiven and was clean inside! I couldn't wait to write my
mom and tell her that her prayers were answered!
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